I am going to start off blogging about this past week. My theme is always find the good in everything. So my week started off bad because my roomate said her grams was making us move out of our house that we just put a lot of money into two months ago so her other grandaughter and her husband could move in. He just got kicked out of the army, been to the crazy house, tried to kill himself and her, and they are both unemployed so they can't pay the bills. I am not judging them but, I am angry they are getting to move in while we get booted. Well....I was pretty mad seeing that I have no where else to go. I could live with my mom far away from my job, I could live with my dad and share a room with three little boys that are seriously evil, or I could live with my grandparents far away that litterally wouldn't let me walk around Walmart by myself at seventeen. Uhhh no thanks I will live in my car! Not the first time. So that was just the beginning. The next day my starter went out on my car. (
STARTER)
That was a fat $140. Then the day after that my headlights go out right as I get off work at eleven at night with nobody to rescue me. I also had a huge final due the next morning. I eventually got a ride back to my boyfriends parents house (where I stay most of the time) from a girl that I used to know. Then, a day after that my starter went out again! I had bought a referbished one so there is always that chance but, I had a warenty so that's always nice.
Right when I thought that my week wouldn't get any worse, I stopped and looked at the sky and talked to God.
I dont know the reasons behind everything but, late one evening I happen to see a person in a wheel chair that would never walk again and thats when I thought...I am so lucky. Here I was giving myself a pity party but hey..atleast I can walk and run and fend for myself without as much hardship as someone in a wheelchair would. I know it sounds crazy but, I haven't really gotten down about everything since. I might have gotten angry a time or two but, thats when I just stop and breath and think about everything I have. All the people I was blessed with to have in my life. I know that God provides your needs everytime! If you trust, you will recieve.
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